Tuesday, March 25, 2008


i wont be available for quite some time.or being available but not that frequent, since wanna give some space for my study.it's not that blogging consumes that much of my time,it's the matter of spending soooo much time on the net.haish.since i hv practically been a constant surfer,hopping from one site to another,well,everything is just at the tip of your finger (suddenly the word 'tip of the handle of malleus pop up my mind haha)

actually i just wanna thank one of my friend / medikmate / coursemate / districtmate or whatever u call it, for reminding me of something.actually it's not reminding,it's revealing something that's really stunning. when we're away enough from family, ppl surrounding u that r coming from the same place as you r from will be just like your own sibling,or more or less of the same bloodline. hence u wanna make up the best out of it.

and to that somebody, tons of gratitude from me for your frank exposure.i really did appreciate it.indeed.i just cudnt find the best word to say thank you.

n thanks God that keeps me from doing the inappropriate act and leads me to the correct ones.

i always do believe that He will always be just by my side.everytime.n i find the real tranquility in it.=) i just cudnt find anything to repay Him in lieu of what He has bestowed me.sy sgt terharuu.

-since this sem4 offers no re-sitting current papers,it's either u pass it or otherwise u ought to repeat the same semester, this really take a toll on us. learning the same thing all over again for the recent sem,doing the same things-pbl session,presentation,thesis bla2 as the list goes.i'm not gonna dare it.

God,lead me to your very own path..

Sunday, March 23, 2008


entry sms tgh merindu bestfriends saye..rindu sgt2!!xsabar nk balik..isk

bestfriend2 saye pd 2005 kot.skang ni bestfriend2 sy dah makin bertambah =p

bestfriend2 sy semase raye fitri 2007

bestfriend kamceng sy semasa mjlis kawen pakcik dorg

bestfriend2 sy sms raye fitri 2006

beratur amek duit raye dr tokma

picnic bagan lalang dis 2005

asyraf,kakak balqis n cikpah berpainting
"adik nk (cikpah) lukis ape lg dik?" "lukis rumah,pastu bla2.."

saye rindukan mereka..keletah mereka..all about mereka..ohhh,alamak!luse xm!!

ya Allah,permudahkan perjalanan balik hambaMu ini..............

Saturday, March 22, 2008

v for vendetta, m for malaysia

dah tgk cite V for Vendetta?movie y menggamit rs 'kemerdekaan' y sebenar.sebuah refleksi ttg kekorupsian negara y perlu diletakkan batu noktah,mndedahkan revolusi sesebuah negara itu perlu demi kemaslahatan rakyat jelata,bukan kepentingan kroni memuja2 ketika kepentingan ada.strong lesson being delivered through this movie

suke mendengar suara y menjengah disebalik topeng itu.susunan kate dan bahasa y tinggi..suara y iniate revolusi y dinanti2kan.suara macho..hehe..suara y telah mengexplodekan parlimen demi menghapuskan kepincangan negara.ape y ingin disampaikan di sini, suara rakyat itu perlu digemakan demi meletakkan kedaulatan negara pd tempatnye.

realiti telah terjadi.parlimen msia turut same alami gegaran,terhapusnye majoriti 2/3 kjaan y semakin mdpt tentangan rkyt..

Good evening, London. Allow me first to apologize for this interruption. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke. But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this November the 5th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat. There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into telephones, and men with guns will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror. I know why you did it. I know you were afraid. Who wouldn't be? War, terror, disease. There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense. Fear got the best of you, and in your panic you turned to the now high chancellor, Adam Sutler. He promised you order, he promised you peace, and all he demanded in return was your silent, obedient consent. Last night I sought to end that silence. Last night I destroyed the Old Bailey, to remind this country of what it has forgotten. More than four hundred years ago a great citizen wished to embed the fifth of November forever in our memory. His hope was to remind the world that fairness, justice, and freedom are more than words, they are perspectives. So if you've seen nothing, if the crimes of this government remain unknown to you then I would suggest you allow the fifth of November to pass unmarked. But if you see what I see, if you feel as I feel, and if you would seek as I seek, then I ask you to stand beside me one year from tonight, outside the gates of Parliament, and together we shall give them a fifth of November that shall never, ever be forgot.

ade x movie msia y mempunyai value setinggi movie ni??nehi babu ji..nehi he.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

mai balik

skang ni sy tgh terbayang,dibayangi,membayangkan sedang menolak troli menuju family y menunggu di luar sejurus sampai d klia.nak baliiiiiiikkk~ jumpe di saneee

epot cairo..see u soon!^_^

Sunday, March 9, 2008

berita gembira

i was at an event called bazar asean when the result of the general election was first announced. Bazli inteam as d DJ of the day informed us the so so result,but unofficial one la.surprisingly kelantan made it! pas retained.praise be to God.it's overwhelming feeling that suddenly i shed my tears!haha.sgt terharuuu..~ *_*

sms-ed org2 umah[msia] tp xbalas2.lame lak tu.agaknye sibuk keep melilau utk ikuti perkembangan terbaru.lewat mlm tu bru dorg bls.

"Alhamdulillah..allahu akbar!" abe din. Alhamdulillah..T_T

"perak kdah penang sngor go 2 pmbangkang.kelntn menang besar." abe e. -i knew it b4 u told me.haha

but then whilst running the booth representing publicity unit,having some chats with some of the kakak2.soon as the news of opposition party won big in the general election, kak nad in her final year of kuliah usuluddin saying something that enough to cast a chill over me

"hmm.alhamdulillah menang..tp tanda2 kiamat dah nk dekat-islam mula bangkit smule." short meaningfull comment..what say u?

this evening when we're on our back from suq[market] full moon seemed to show up.bulan penuh di saat kemenangan oleh bulan penuh..=)

alia berbaju hijau time last raye..

semasa call aritu,die ckp "cikpah.alia balik rumah xde pun cikpah."
alahai.terharu cikpah alia cari cikpah~ cikpah pun rindu kt alia..rindu kt sume!!T_T..

dah dpt duit raye terus lesap?team lain bertema biru,team alia bertema hijau.tp sume bertema hijau di hati =)

"Apabila datang pertolongan Allah dan kemenangan (semasa engkau wahai Muhammad berjaya menguasai negeri Mekah); Dan engkau melihat manusia masuk dalam agama Allah beramai-ramai; Maka ucapkanlah tasbih dengan memuji Tuhanmu dan mintalah ampun kepadaNya, sesungguhnya Dia amat menerima taubat."

Wednesday, March 5, 2008


selamat mengundi buat rakyat msia..

sesuatu di sebalik sesuatu..

Ini adalah doa Tuan Guru Dato' Nik Abdul Aziz di Hotel Nikko, " Ya Allah, kami diserang, dihimpit dari segenap penjuru dalam menegakkan agamaMu, sesungguhnya kami tak terdaya. Maka kami berserah padaMu untuk bantu kami menegakkan agamaMu".

Marilah kita berdoa beramai-ramai....

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

early experience

for our early experience session,we went to the particular dept in hospital and observing some cases related to the topic learnt, as usual.previous week the case was about neural tube defect,and we went to the neuro dept,in particular, sayyidaat[ladies] division. 2 patients were brought along in,one with congenital anomalies-neural tube defect,of neural tube occulta kind.current case which about prolapse vertebral disc enabled us to meet azizah and a boy,yahya which suffer from prolapse vertebra disc and brain tumor respectively.i'm not going to explain every single detail about their sufferings,thats not my purpose.just to let u in on how there r many other ppl suffered, where in the otherside of the world, we r healthy enough to do our daily chores.this leads me to reflect back,how simple God has made it,just to ruin single yet important circulation of our body,then that's it,everything goes in abnormal way.just to compress small vessel/nerve in your brain by the presence of the tumor-catastrophe occur-as a consequent you cant move your lower part of facial,u cant walk in normal way,terhinjut2,u cant extend your hand up to the head etc.in short,u r being freak.

and all that happened wont be possible without biiznillah, His consent.how powerless we are to compare with His Mighty,being so naive and so..nothing! be great to what He has bestowed,what He has granted...and for that, being arrogant with your well-being is just a stupid act we human being ever done.

dr abdel wahab showed the film of prolapse vertebral dics suffered by the lady,which he addressed her as azizah lazizah..

dr together with her azizah lazizah and boy yahya

dr abdel wahab is the chief of neurosurgery dept.,a great professor of his field,whom miriam adores so much.hehhe ^_^ one thing that sound funny to us,he likes to make rhytmic words- goes "azizah lazizah", "silly milly girl", and "easy lazy japanese"..interesting tough..