ok, lepas ni semua org kene attend BTN

i can still recall the moment we attended the BTN course, after completing A-levels exam, which is made compulsory for those who're going to fly abroad. upon completion of the course, i bet every single participant had a strong spirit of nationalism, to appreciate the country even more, and any intention made for the course is achieved.

ust azam y mengajarkan kami hadis di masjid hidayah, bertanya' Macamane, rs semangat patriotik x?' "mesti ust~, semangat nih, cinta kan negara!"

salah satu daripada slot y dibentangkan dalam BTN tersebut adalah, when there's some kind of news comes to reach u, dun easily get indulged into the news, but to verify the truthfulness and validity of the news, hence u ought to be doing homeworks on that certain matter, & to investigate whether the news/story is true enough for you to believe.

teringat kisah imam syafie y sedang menaiki unta, lalu datang seorang sahabat bertanya beliau, unta mempunyai berapa kaki? sedangkan tunggangan y sedang dinaikinya adalah unta, boleh sahaja beliau terus menjawab " 4 ".. namun tetap beliau turun dan membilang kaki unta tersebut.

sesuatu y pada akal fikirannya amat mudah untuk dijawab, tetapi tetap beliau berusaha untuk memastikan apa y beliau kemukakan adalah sebenar2 perkara, tidak sesuatu y akan mengelirukan orang ramai.

berbalik pd BTN td, penghulu kami pd masa itu membawakan beberapa kisah ( sorry i cant recall) agar anak2 muda di hadapannya lebih kritis, dan lebih berdikari, dan lebih terbuka fikirannya, lebih matang, dan tidak berada di bawah tempurung. saya suka slot tersebut. saya juga pasti, the other participants pun suka. kenapa? kerana kami bukan 'pak turut', bila dikatakan A, turut sama menyebut A, bila dikata B, terus dikata B, kami juga bukan burung kakak tua, apa y diajar, hanya itulah y diulang2. kerana kami ini anak2 muda yang tahu, bila perlu disebut A, dan bile perlu disebut B.

agaknya, semua rakyat Malaysia perlu dihantar untuk menghadiri BTN. kerana ada sesetengah pihak y tidak mempunyai kemahiran menafsir, meneliti, dan menimbangtara sesuatu berita dan cerita. jangan kita mudah untuk terus mempercayai berita dan cerita dari hanya satu pihak. get both versions of stories so that u wont be lied upon, and easily be manipulated for one's sake. dun be a puppet, get yourself out of it.

marilah sama2 kita membebaskan diri kita daripada belenggu misteri. off it away, let the truth leads your day. selidiklah berita2 y sampai ke telinga, letak filter

to some, the older doesnt seem the wiser

saya tidak suka untuk mengkecoh2kan keadaan, ataupun menceritakan the whole event sequelly. ada seorang sahabat berkata: 'kpipah, buat la artikel pasal ni.' why should i? bukan tidak mahu, (tp mmg xmahu pun) tp bg sy, when we want to write or say something, write something good,or say something that can benefit others, otherwise dont do it. mula2 mmg tidak mahu utk berkata, tp agaknye masa sekarang tgh lapang sgt, so here it goes.

saya tidak marah, tidak juga kalut memikirkan pasal y berlaku, namun kesal dgn pihak y berkaitan.for me, apa y berlaku juga sebenarnye hanyalah kekalutan y kecil. y lebih dikesalkan dlm masalah ini adalah berkaitan dgn sikap. tiada sikap utk saling bekerjasama, malah menafikan hak tuan rumah. org kate, hormat pd y tua, sayangi pd y muda, tp sekiranya y tua xdapat nk sayangi pd y muda, macam mana y muda harus menghormati y tua?y tua haruslah tunjukkan contoh y baik. biarlah, kami langsung tiada kepentingan y dpt membuahkan keuntungan, apatah lg mengharapkan ganjaran. hanya sekadar ingin membantu. this reminds me a line in the Dale Carnegie's book 'How to enjoy yr Life n yr job', which goes ' between stimulus n response, there is a space where we can choose how to response'.

kata allahyarham p.ramlee " cobaaaannnn~"

i thought that the older people are, the wiser they would be, but today it proved it is not that way most of the time. coz we people make mistakes. and the higher degree one holds, doesnt mean the wiser one is. attitude, akhlak, are wat most people look at on us.

i guess, lets divert the attention to wat we can contribute rather than to focus on the ongoing prob faced. masalah takkan sudah mendatang, we dont have much time to spend on those craps; we have other responsibilties to focus on. let's do wat we capable of doing. let those craps aside. bukan tidak mahu menyelesaikan masalah, tetapi, air mengambil y masa y cukup lame utk meninggalkan kesan ke atas sebiji batu besar y keras, apatah lg kita y tidak punya apa2.

bosan.

(org y tidak berkenaan tidak akan memahami wat the above is actually telling about)

*cough*

ini adalah sebuah entry melepaskan batuk di tangga.

Alhamdulillah..summer break y lepas sempat pulang menjengah keluarga y sudah lame tidak ketemuan (a year seems so long lately), alhmdulillah juga kedua ibu bapa sehat cergas cerdas mungkin kerana when i went back the previous year, mother seemed so unwell and looked unfit enough to do chores, enough to make her daughter worried.so seeing her in a way that u can pull a sigh of relief, it is the greatestestest pleasure ayah as usual, being active in his way, is always healthy, an attribution to his good food intake. alhmdulillah for everything.

sempat juga saya membuat 'attachment' di Hospital Kota Bharu a.k.a Hospital Raja Perempuan Zainab II in the O&G department, an experience that gave enough insight on how was the working condition in local hospital particularly in O&G dept.

nothing much could i tell right now except we're just starting back our class after a mere break. this semester will mainly be about neurology (not again!) & a bit of psychiatry which so far is not my sort of interest. to be in clinical years, you couldnt ask no more for a long 3months break as u used to be having during the pre-clinical years. less time with the family at home, more time in the hospital, more time in the lectures, more time in discussion.

its 1146pm. im now urging myself on a healthy sleep schedule which before was a total ruin(as for me). trying to be having a sleep early n wake up early routine. so now i have to sleep lah. doa for me lah. i'll write another day lah. byebye lah!