roses are yellow

yellow rose won during "Malam Hurun Ein"..comel jugak~ ^_^

roses are red,
but mine is yellow..


roses are red,
mine is yellow,
and i never regret,
coz it can fade away my sorrow..


and i never regret,
coz it can fade away my sorrow,
i hope can make it great,
for a better tomorrow..



i hope can make it great,
for a better tomorrow,
so i can tell my dad,
i'm among the best row..



so i can tell my dad,
i'm among the best row,
but sometimes i cant help being so bad,
when my motivation comes up so low.


but sometimes i cant help being so bad,
when my motivation comes up so low,
hence i hope somebody can show me what's correct,
so i have better part to show.. =)

kisah

sebuah kisah y dipetik dr sebuah sedutan.kisah ini adalah bukan sebuah rekaan semata-mata.tiada kaitan antara y masih mati atau y telah hidup.watak2 y terlibat adalah bukan watak sebenar.

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aida [bukan nama sebenar] mendgr sahabatnye ilida [juge bukan name sebenar] y juge merupakan seorg jr, bercerita2 ttg spupunya.

"haa..baru ilida faham cerita nye camne.abg yu [bukannamesebenar] tu dah 'ada'.y ayat kawan bakal adik ipar die tu, maksudnye abg yu tu dah ada makwe,then adik makwe die tu is kawan aida."

"haa.tu la.aida dah tau da.aida tanye kawan tu la.mule2 die kate xcam name abg yu tu,tp dah lame tu baru die ckp die knal.die ckp la abg yu tu kawan kakak die,skang tgh buat master engin.kakak die tu buat dentistry."

"hahha..tu la.die kate baru nk ngorat aida.tp takut nanti bocor lak karang.ye la,aida kawan ngan adik makwe die tu.dulu die pnah break ngan makwe die tu.tp dah baik smule kot.die ckp,doakanla die agar die kekal lama ngan makwe die tu..haha."

"ish..ish.."

"bile ilida ckp kt abg yu y aida xde pakwe die cam xcaye..haha"

"haha..asal lak? mesti ade pakwe ke? ape kess..haha..klaka sungguh."

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haa begitula ye adik2.pengajaran y dpat kite petik dr kisah ini adalah, lelaki [y terasa jgn marah, y xterasa abaikan] bile dah lame2 bermakwe ngan sorg ppuan lame2 die akan lebih kurang cam cari lain gak aa.so kirenye xyah la memperabihkan boraih berpakwe2..sume ni dunia saje.haha.so kalau kawan2 adik2 kakak2 sume dah berpakwe2 bagai nak rak, jgn la adik2 bersedih kerna seharusnya adik2 kakak2 sume berbangga.kerna adik2 kakak2 mempunyai harga diri y mahal semahal barang2 kt msia sekarang.ye la kan, BarangNaik je salu.kalau org nak 'beli' brg, kene beli elok2,g kt 'kaunter' elok2,mintak izin ngna kaunter,cakap kt kaunter,bolehkah sy nk mintk izin utk membeli brg di kedai ini,kalau kaunter kate boleh beli maka,that's it..kan itu lebih berhemah dan lebih gentleman.jgn jd brg y senang dijual beli.n kpd y nak membeli,berbanggalah menjadi pelanggan berhemah! [y paham tahniah.pingt mas utk anda.y xpaham teruskan dgn lampi anda].. jauhi inflasi sifar! mengundilah utk menurunkan harge minyak kt msia! hahaahha

that day

there will come a day where u find it hard to get up,
finding a stand where u can hold on it but it's not there,
looking for a freedom but it's always hectic that chasing after u,
searching for a true & frank companionship but it can't always be right by your side,
there will come that day,
that will make u much stronger,
teaching u how to stand on your own even greater,
making u realize that life isnt always that make u happy,
holding your faith where it shud be,
keeping u still when u r about to fall,
calming u down when u found no tranquility at all,
after that day,
u'll know how to smile in the midst of topsy turvy life that just falling upon u,
coz its not worth just to say 'i cant take this anymore',
live up your life,coz it's your life....

bed time story

entry ini ditulis di saat nak tido tp xngntuk lalu mengeluarkan diri dr bungkusan saratoga lalu mencapai laptop n that's it..mase tgh membungkuskan diri dlm sara di samping heater terpasang y membuatkan sy kne byr lebih utk bil letrik psl salu psg heater time tido haha [ sejuk la kalau xpasang~mau menggigil bngun esok], mcm2 bnde came across my mind..biasala,saat fikiran menerawang keluar menghayati liku2 mlm [ g outing kejap ] walaupun physically xkuar pun, fikiran je menerawang terbang tah ke mane2.siap sampai msia.haha.

1.teringt saat2 kuarge sending me off,mase kt epot, ade mak ayh adik bradik y stay kt kl-except abe xde psl die outstation time tu.just her wife was there.anak2 xde.huhu.dah lame x tgk muke ashraf n balqis.sure dah besar.mmg DAH besar.ashraf dah darjah 1.."lps skolah ada org jual aiskrim" katenye.mase kt epot.mase tgh tunggu2 saat nk weigh brg, abe din call from sarawak.a good bye call.tp tgh duk ckp2,skali die ckp " xsedih ke nk tinggalkan family ni?" terus jd sebak.haha.dah xleh ckp.air mata mule mengalir deras.ayh n others perasan.die tanye ape tah lg,tp dah xleh jawab dah.hahah.sebak nye psl.ingtkan org lain xprasan,upe2nye non-family ppl pun prasan haha.malu sungguh.how did i know? bile dah lame2 knal dorg,bile duk ckp2 psl moment mase kt epot,they told me they saw me crying..!haha..sungguh memalukan.dah le lame duk soksek.aigooo..mase saat2 perpisahan,kt international boarding,time turun escalator,lambai2 toward family,n walking toward the gate, dgr afiq menjerit tanye "cikpah nk pigi maneeee?" dan alia menyambut " xpayah la pigiiii..." alahai..sayu sungguh rasanye..being so close with them but then suddenly had to leave them for years..rindu!

2.teringt zaman2 mase kt intec.housemates-me,nade,aimi,sin ling,n selvakumari.the latter two were damn hardworking.balik dr kelas,makan sket2 then study.mlm2 study.bngun pagi mandi,makan,then STUDY! aigoo.mereka sungguh rajin.nk dibandingkan sy nagn mereka ibarat awan dgn bumi.n when xm approaching, mereka jd lebih syadid!haha. makan sambil study.study sambil makan.hish.bile mau jd cam mereka..there wont be any more time if not now!afifah ni bukan jnis study cam nk mati.rsnye kalau nk bandingkan afifah mase dajah 6 ngan afifah skang,afifah mase dajah 6 lg rajin!haha .tu pasal bleh masuk kuiz di mana joe jambul tu!hahaahhaha..menang siap =p nade sinling n selva they are all now kt kasturba medical college,india; the same college dr syeikh muzaffar used to attend..aimi kt indon dan saye tercampak kt sini..=p

fikiran melayang sekitar these 2 things..hehe.oklah.mau tido.must get enough sleep so tomorrow gonna start new day with good biological condition..td terhangguk2 tersengguk2 time lecture [sorry dr atif! huhu ] bcauze the night before tido kul 3pagi lantaran menyiapkan keje2 designing y xpasal2 kne edit balik sbb pengarah SULAM tukar logo program lak..haih.membykkan keje kami saje.xpasal2 keje y spatutnye dah siap jd cam kne start balik.consuming more time sungguh.huhu.but now dah siap.bleh tido awal.:D slm.sy tido dulu...

eid mielad

1.44am 15feb coming back from a whatsoever meeting kat markaz utubis jadid.the schedule of the day was, 6-10pm was 'The Nite of Sacred Love'..right after that was the meeting for family day for whatsoever society somewhere in Mac.finished at late night.dah le time tu baru pas hujan,makenye cuace sungguh sejuk.+ penat.balik umah sume dah tido.gelap je umah.so terus meluru masuk bilik tanpa menyedari ada satu notis kt muke pintu bilik.sehinggalah tengahari esoknye baru perasan.haha camne leh x prasan.

birthday notice. ^_^ kamsahamnida,syukran,syukriah ya habibties..


yum yum..aiskem kek..^_^


adiah dr adik2 tsayang-fatin,os,aisyah n geng
merupakan satu cabaran y besar utk sy pakai beg ni..bcoz of d colour hehe


sweet


rimau?? hehe tq aimi n asma..for d cake as well


serius comeL! tq imannn...~ =D


tau x mug ni sgt comelll?? time kasih n.i.a.z! =D


time kasih sume for d sweet day..y penting, doakan segala urusan akk dipermudahkan,keimanan bertambah,kemtangan dlm sgla urusan seharian,n cita2 tercapai..insyallah ^_^

feveret pics

oleh kerna lately rs cam free semacam je masa sy, so rs cam rajin amat la pulak utk update blog.here goes some pics in my records that i liked most.only SOME kot.ade lg byk y sy suke.but some rs cam not meant to be shared publicly kot.n muke2 y terlibat dlm gmbr2 ini adalah dipurdahkan for confidentiality purpose.hehe..

sebuah persahabatan,ukhuwah kerna-Nya
cameragirl: fid


a hut di sebalik pergunungan n batu2an
cameraman : saye


clean blue sky, sunflower!! but ignore d girls
cameraman : xsure



the cloud, the wave
cameraman : saye kot hehe lupe


suke gmbr ni bcoz of the 'no swimming, if u cannot swim!' haha..sound so funny
cameraman : saye for sure


cubaan sorg rkyt msia utk amek gmbr abg kacak,katenye
cameraman : sy or dina


d sebalik timbunan baju, somebody is reciting Quran..
cameraman : saye


dessert
cameraman : saye


angle gmbr ni lawa
cameraman : saye!


wadi
cameraman : saye lagi!^_^


so dramatic.so wild
cameraman : saye la..^_^


suke
cameraman : saye~ ^_^


penetration effect
cameraman : zati zayawi


rays effect btween two clear cut worlds
cameraman : sy/i/ana


sephia mode
cameraman : sy/i/ana


rays upon the face with the historical venue background
cameraman : sy/i/ana


ya ustaz,bita3meel eyh..eheh [duk wat gapo dio tu diiik..] haha
cameraman : sy/i/ana


small sampan in a big lake..
cameraman : saye


an episode of life
cameraman : saye


the steps..
cameraman : saye xsure hehe


the splash


crystal clear
cameraman: me


kerna fotografi itu adalah satu cabang seni...

GIRLS’ TALK

Dalam sebuah teksi.dalam perjalanan balik dr rumah seorang kawan..

“eii..nak kawen jugaaaak.jelesnye~ ” kata Afia [bukan nama sebenar].lantaran lps tgk gmbr2 seorang sahabat y bru melangsungkan perkahwinan di fster dan bersama2 dgn husband die di sebuah western country.

“tu la..jeles kite” sahut Zata [bukan nama sebenar]. “bestnye.kakak kak Lana [bukan name sebenar] tu kt jepun.mmg totally housewife.duk umah jaga anak je.bhenti jd cikgu.dulu die mmg cikgu feveret a.chinese2 pun suke kt kakak die tu.”sambung Zana.

“boleh x nnti nk jd surirumah je, duk umah jaga anak..haha”Afia ckp.

“ish.penat2 belaja then xkeje..ade lak” Zata ckp.

“pgg due2 la,kerjaya ngan anak” Yana [bukan nama sebenar] ckp.

“tu la pasal.nak keje tp nk jaga anak sdiri gak.xnak org lain jaga.boleh ak?haha” Afia ckp.

“kite nak ada maid.ngehngeh.tp cam awal2 keje nih kite concentrate keje dulu a.then dah lama2 sket bru psl anak” zata ckp.

“buat la cam maid dtg kdg2 je.xnak ada stranger duk skali kt umah.xbest.” Yana ckp.

“tu la.hmm..waaaa..bile nk kawen nih..hahah” ~afia.

“ileks a.kakak kite pun blum kawen lg” ~yana.

“ ish.duk pk psl ni.tah bile tah nk tibe masenye.haha.ileks a.haha” Afia ckp.
Hahahha..topik perbualan then bertukar. I guess that conversation is something common among d girls who think further about their future.hehee

mari makan belera

Coming back from Sinai or our landlord pronounced it as ‘sainai’, our neighbour downstairs rang the house bell. tingtong. hehe. hence giving us some kind of soup. it was barley soup. warm. n totally finger licking good. they called it ‘belera’, meant to be eaten during winter. n aritu lepas hantarkan spaghetti kt baba and jiran bwh kami itu y sy lupe name die ape [or let’s call her Cun] y mempunyai sorg anak y comel name Ra’a,

“that day the soup u’re giving us,that barley soup, can we know how u made it? we like it very much” hehe seraya membuat muke innocent.

“o yeah.welcome. maybe u can come in first.”

“oh.ok” sekali lg buat muke innocent. kehkeh.. While the other three escaped n saying

“we’re going down to give these to baba first n will come back”..seraya menjejakkan kaki ke umah baba utk menkasik biskut n lepas tu, ana tunggu punye tunggu korg xdtg2 yek. Kan dah xleh minum air tea susu panas y sedap itu.hahaha. a long conversation we had. She’s staying downstairs with her lil sister Youmna n her cute daughter Ra’a. Youmna – pharmacy undergrad while Cun’s in commerce postgrad, while her husband worked abroad. Before leaving, Cun gave me a packet of vanilla and a bottle of barley and some cinnamons. Oh, baiknye dieeee…

How to make the soup? it’s just so simple.

Boil the barley with cinnamon. Soon as the barley cooked n enlarged, pour up some fresh milk together with vanilla, n maybe some sugar if u wish to. I liiiike!

jaulah sinai

nothing much i cud tell about this sinai trip as the trip didnt satisfy me enough.there's lack here n there..out of 100,i cud only give a 30% vote.some of the pics portraying what i cud find there..

in d journey


simpang siur


sum1 was caught reading!


overall view of kota salahudin village


kota salahuddin


salah el-din citadel village


laut merah.up there u can find israel n arab saudi.duk sini tibe2 dpt msg "ettisalat wish u goo luck in your study in arab saudi" ..huhu


tmpt ini dikatakan adalah perkampungan nabi saleh


perkuburan penduduk perkampungan nabi saleh


[dikatakan] reflection dr sinaran lembu emas samiri


night walk in dahab


pagi d dahab


blue hole,dahab


blue hole,port mat2 saleh snorkeling


on d way back from bluehole naik jeep


oasis in dahab


3org rakyat msia d sempadan mesir-israel


sempadan egypt israel.u pass tru the guard post n u'll be in 'tanah israel' y haram..


way up to jabal musa,this was 3/4 of d journey up


me at the top of jabal musa,around 5am.after a 3hours walk up


during d dawn


dawn2


morning view from top


way down


keletihan overwhelming.


no bicycle okke!


depan is makam nabi harun[dikatakan] n blakang is gereja st ape tah..



the most memorable one among all places visited of course la the moment climbing up jabal musa.mane taknye, when being at top of jabal musa, jari kaki tgn mencucuk2 dek kerna kesejukan dan angin y kuat.ade jugak la rs cam nk jd superman dibawa angin y kuat itu..just after sampai,lepak skjap je kt atas then terus rs nk turun psl sejuk sgt.xsempt nk naik the uppermost part of jabal musa,where the place nabi musa bermunajat can be found.duh~.kne naik skali lg nmpaknye..